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Friday
May042012

Year of the Nerd

So, because I need a new project to help me procrastinate better on all of the other projects, I'm going to do this thing. Maybe. Because I told you, I'm really bad at commitment.

I recently attended C2E2 and I realized something. I consider myself a nerd, but it's kind of by default. I grew up surrounded by fantasy art and D&D and comics and sci-fi because of my dad. I never really went through the process of discovering these things, and thus really appreciating them, because they were always just there. I moved away from them during high school (and into Gothdam, which just seemed like a natural progression when you've been surrounded by skulls and dragons all your life), but eventually drifted back towards my roots and surrounded myself with gamers, comics aficionados, and fans of fantasy art. Still, I was never very participatory.

I went to cons for the travel and the parties, I played games because games were being played, and I read some graphic novels because they were around. When I'm hungry, I still to this day think "Warrior needs food badly," not because I played Gauntlet, but because I was around when others were playing it. It's not that I didn't like games and comics and fantasy art -- I did and I do. But I don't feel like I've ever really appreciated them, or in all honesty, know that much about them. It's like the fact that I've lived in Chicago for 20 years and have never been to the top of the Sears tower -- I've always been a resident, and never a tourist, and I feel like I've missed out on a lot.

So, I think I want to make up for lost time, go back and experience some of the things I missed. I want to play some old video games, read the entirety of Sandman, maybe read some superhero comics and some classic sci-fi, watch Dr. Who (new or old or both, I don't know), play board games, and whatever else I can think of that I wish I'd done over the past 25 years. Why? Mostly just because.

You, imaginary reader, can even participate if you like. If I do this (see commitment disclaimer above) I'll write about it here, and tweet about it on Twitter, and if you have suggestions on what I should do next, you can let me know. Or just tell me what a poseur idiot I am, whichever.

My first stop is going to be Super Mario Brothers. With a little help (thanks Jeff!), I've figured out how to play the game through an emulator (Nestopia) and I've even ordered a USB controller that should be here on Monday. I've already played around a little bit with the game using the keyboard, and so far I'm every bit as bad at it as I remember. If you're interested in doing this yourself, there's a great guide for this on Lifehacker that was also very helpful.

Year of the Nerd -- Game On!

 

Wednesday
May022012

Passion

Passion Junkies via @frogdesign.

I've thought about this a lot, but I never quite know how to answer the question of what I'm most passionate about. I really like a lot of things -- design, art, technology, food, wine, cooking, books, singing, piano, firespinning, bellydancing -- but am I really passionate about any of them? I don't know. Some of them I barely do anymore, some of them I don't do at all. To me, passion equals commitment, and I'm really, really bad at commitment.

I feel like I should be passionate about design since that's my profession. I like it, and I like my job, but would I do it if I weren't being paid for it? Maybe, but I'd only do it for myself, not for clients, and I'd call it art, not design, which is perhaps just a matter of semantics.

I want to say I'm passionate about art, but I feel like passion should be something that's effortless, that you do because you enjoy it. Sometimes I feel like art for me is like a bad relationship -- it's great when it works, but it doesn't work very often and I spend most of my time feeling bad about it. It's under my skin, though, and I can't just walk away from it. I feel like my whole career might have been based on an attempt to walk away, and it just hasn't quite worked out that well.

I'm currently reading Sacré Bleu by Christopher Moore, and there's a whole lot of passion about art and the madness that seems to accompany it. It's not the happy passion of the Frog Design employees in the video, it's the dark self-effacing passion of wanting to be good at something and never believing that you are or can be. Are they both equally valid, two sides of the same creative coin? The book is also, being a Christopher Moore book, really funny and maybe that's the key. I feel like a lot of the problem with passion is that it can makes you take yourself way too seriously, and if you'd just chill out and enjoy the process (and ignore the seemingly demonic woman named Bleu, how symbolic is that?), you'd be fine.

What's your passion? Does it make you happy, or does it make you sad, and is the proper answer a little of both?

Monday
Apr302012

Lill Street Paintings: #6

 

3.31.12 and 4.8.12. Oil, 6 hours.

And my inspiration of the day from Marc Scheff: The Truth About Art
(Part 1, it just takes time)
.

Hope so.

Sunday
Mar252012

Tea Houses of Ohio: Magnolia Manor

Every year for my birthday, I visit my mom in Akron, OH. As part of a celebratory weekend, we usually try out a new tea house. This year, we went to a Lavender Tea at Magnolia Manor, a Victorian-style home in New Philadelphia, OH that also functions as a Bed and Breakfast and Tea House. I love floral flavors, and lavender in particular, so I was really excited to try it out.

We had a great time. The tea was wonderful, and stretched out over the afternoon with plenty of rest time between courses. The owner of the house and her family who helped to serve the tea were very nice, and the whole experience was languorous, relaxing and extremely filling -- we took most of the dessert course home.

1st Course
White Corn & Lavender Soup
Salad w/ Creamy Lavender Poppy Seed or Lavender Vinaigrette Dressing
Baked Brie w/ Lavender Jelly

 

2nd Course
Lavender Scones w/ Lavender Jelly & Devon Cream

3rd Course
Finger Sandwich w/ Avocado Spread, Turkey and Lavender Chutney
Pimento Cheese Sandwich w/ Sweet Lavender Cream
Calla Lilly Sandwich w/ Lavender Filling

4th Course
Lavender Swedish Cream
Lavender Baby Bundt Cakes

Pear Lavender Coffee Cakes w/ Lavender Crunch Topping
White Chocolate & Lavender Battenburgs
Mini Cheesecakes w/ Lavender Syrup

Beverages
Lavender Tea
Cherry Almond Tea
Lavender Spritzer
Citrus Pear Iced Tea

Magnolia Manor
467 E High Ave., New Philadephia, OH 44663
(330) 364-9275 / (330) 204-2477

Sunday
Mar182012

Lill Street Paintings: #4 & #5

2.25.12 and 3.3.12: Oil, 6 Hours

 

 

3.10.12 and 3.17.12: Oil, 6 Hours